Man I did it!!! I finally lost my baby weight.. at least from my second kiddo! I am feeling great never been so happy in my life. Still going to the gym 5 times a week and little workouts at the house. However i decided to change my goal.. I no longer am aiming to be 150 by December.. I think the rate im going is pretty good. However my new goal is to bee 200 pounds by December...Lets get it!

12 pounds lighter!

12 pounds lighter 2 lbs away from weighing less than my pre pregnancy weight!

Im so HAPPY! 12 lbs down for this month! Words can not explain my excitement right now! Lets git it month 2!

Great workout tonight! I am barely counting the hours till my official weigh in.. ugh im trying to not get so obsessed with my weight and this whole thing but its hard to stay motivated or even just i dont know.. I feel like im going through this all by myself! yea my husband supports me but he doesnt need to lose weight..i have no friends where i am no one in the gym with me.. I just feel like im in this corner all by myself. My husband just does not fully understand what im going through.. I literally hate my body and at times i hate myself because I let myself get this way.... I just wanna go in my room and cry under my covers.. but im trying to stay positive... we'll see

the time is coming for my official weigh in.. I will be weighing myself on the 15th of every month.. I hope i can pull this off. I have had days where i slip and i have a "treat". But NO MORE! I am going to do this.. I need more friends around for the motivation. Its tough when you are going through this alone! ugh

so it's been a week since I have been to the gym.. The baby and I both had really bad colds...I actually lost weight from being sick.. but now my mom is in town and if you seen my previous posts there usually  is a lot of tempting things in the house.. and so yes i folded.. last night we had spicy tacos with beef... so yes needless to say.. I messed up.. and a little bit today.. BUT Tomorrow is a new day and I am back 100%!!!!