my progress...

233

A new start!

Ok I know I have said this already but I am starting over! I have to do this weight loss.. I have came too far to give up now! I am going to 24hr fitness everyday and I do a pretty good workout. I have incorporated weights but I think I am just going to go back to straight cardio. It worked for me in the begging and once I lose more weight I will focus on toning.. But I feel like I am all alone I have been cheating on my diet and been having terrible cravings.. Mcdonalds, Ice cream, Tea, Chocolate and just everything I dont need.. I am about to post a new picture and will start trying to blog everyday and adding videos so I can keep myself motivated. if anyone is reading this please help me!!!

Been a while!

SO I know it has been a while since I have posted and I know that I have been slipping! NO surprise. But school has been extremely crazy and I have been doing a lot of traveling. I was in Kansas City for a month then after I came home for a night literally a night I went out of town for a week and a half for The Feast of Tabernacles. So I lost 3 pounds in Kansas City but when I went to the feast. I feasted!!! I gained 6 pounds! SO since I have been home I have been kind of on track... I am back down to 234. My lowest weight was 233 when I came home from KC. My new personal goal is to weigh no more than 199 by December 30th! Wish me luck I know I can do it if I stay focused. Plus it doesn't help much since I started my ".".. Cramps galore and Chocolate is the only thing that has ever worked! :( until next time
 XXX :)

so I am back in kansas city helping out my mom and sick grandparents.. soooo that means temptation which i have been giving into :/ and not being able to work out everyday because i am taking care of them during the day. I am sooo scared I am going to gain the weight back this month! But on a positive note. I went to the mall and for the first time in a long time I was happy walking into and out of the store. I found a great pair of jeans at "forever21". I am in love with them and they fit me like a glove! Well I think they may be a little big once i break them in so im going to check today for a smaller size! oh yay! I am back in a size 18.... FOR NOW :)

 

So far!!! I still have a long way to go tho!

another 12 lbs lighter! I now weigh less than I did when I graduated high school!!!!!

I know its been a while since posting thats because i have been sooo busy school just started and my husband has a new shift so the gym has kinda been outta the picture for 2 weeks now.. however i still run at night outside and i play Dance Dance Revolution to help with the working out.. I fumbled a lot within these past two weeks as well.. But i am trying even harder now to stay focused by writing everything down in a food journal.. Im still on track with my monthly goals and after this month i  (meeting my goal) i will be under my high school weight! Can you say Motivation!