so I am back in kansas city helping out my mom and sick grandparents.. soooo that means temptation which i have been giving into :/ and not being able to work out everyday because i am taking care of them during the day. I am sooo scared I am going to gain the weight back this month! But on a positive note. I went to the mall and for the first time in a long time I was happy walking into and out of the store. I found a great pair of jeans at "forever21". I am in love with them and they fit me like a glove! Well I think they may be a little big once i break them in so im going to check today for a smaller size! oh yay! I am back in a size 18.... FOR NOW :)